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Sunday, September 09, 2007 wouldn't it be loverly... you know how sometimes you feel like there is something you need really badly, and then it doesn't happen and you don't get it... and then you feel really disappointed? i'm not talking like 'oh i NEED that pair of shoes' or 'i NEED that shirt' i mean really need something... like i really need that job or i really need to do well in school or i really need you... wouldn't it be great if everything you just needed... like really needed... you could get? like if you really needed a job... you get a job! if you need something done... it's done! if you need to talk... there's someone to talk to! if you need a hug... there's someone to hug you! or a hugging machine! haha that would be awesome... i dunno... it just seems like sometimes what i feel is important other people feel is meaningless or useless or whatever. i know people think i over react and that i blow things out of proportion or i ask too much of them or that i don't do enough for myself or by myself... but its still nice to have somewhere to vent when things are too much... i don't think it's asking for too much. went out for dinner at milestones today... bellinis are yummy! and we had a cute waiter haha... white guys aren't bad! haha maybe i'll give them a chance! i keep doing this weird thing where i make eye contact with random people all the time... like on the plane to amsterdam.. but that was just a weird guy who wouldn't turn away haha... but i made eye contact with our waiter 50 bajillion times tonite and i just happen to be looking in that direction and he turns around or walks into my sight or something haha he musta thought i was weird... or that i was hitting on him... hahahaha oh well! now everytime i make eye contact with someone i don't know i'm gonna be reminded of weird amsterdam guy who's never seen a chinese person before hahahaha! 0_o ( 1:13 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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