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Wednesday, April 19, 2006 done and done. i finished my last exam yesterday.... it feels good to be free! gonna be leaving thursday and then in may i'm off to china! i'll be back in waterloo by june... yeah... i decided... i'm gonna stay. i just hope thats the right choice! i know its kinda selfish or childish.. picking the option to have fun with my friends... but its my last summer... and after this summer... i'll hafta grow up. so yesterday i just had fun... i sang at the top of my lungs (made sure nobody was home first) and i played games and played some guitar until my fingers hurt.... and just bummed around.. it was good! i went to the slc today to read... i'm reading romeo dallaire's book about the genocide in rwanda... i'm on chapter 2 right now and it seems pretty good... trying to read a lil slower to absorb and stuff.. and to make it last =) oh and thanks to kat.... i've got facebook =) i guess i can sorta see why its addictive at first... but i don't have very many friends =( hahaha so i don't really go on very much =) tomorrow will be spent... cleaning my room and packing my stuff... i'm leaving on thursday! and maybe squeezing a few hours at the slc to read... later on at nite... and ummm yeah! thats it! i dunno i haven't really planned anything... trying to do just whatever comes to mind! i've still got a lot of things on my mind.. but at least i've decided what i wanna do with my summer... some of the things i don't want to/shouldn't be thinking about... the more i try not to think about it the more it pops into my head. its like... a drug? i'm not sure if thats the best analogy... but its like when i think about some stuff it makes me happy but then at the same time it makes me sad and the more i try not to think about it the more i think about it and then that makes me sadder. but it cheers me up to think about it but then when i think about it it makes me sad again. confused? so am i. 0_o ( 2:20 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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