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Monday, August 15, 2005 piano lessons and dress up my weekend was... pretty good i guess... saturday... i don't remember much about saturday.. i don't think i liked it all that much at first.. it was just the usual... kitty peed again during the week so my mom was still pissed about that and so i was pissed at her being pissed. i don't really remember much about yesterday... so i guess it wasn't too bad! today... went to church... i talked a bit to mike and nadine... i haven't talked to mike in a while.... didn't talk all that much cuz then we had to go home =) did some grocery shopping with pat and we went to watch the softball game at 4.. it was at beverly glen so it wasn't too far... if we lived at the old house we coulda walked there... i miss softball. i didn't really know that many people on the team and we didn't stay for the whole game... but i definitely miss playing softball. we watched kim make some awesome saves =) and i think we're gonna see mr & mrs smith this wed! finally! i've been waiting forever to see that movie! so we're gonna try to see that this week and then go out for coffee afterwards =) it'll be fun! oh yeah back to softball! i miss it! it was fun watching.... mike punched me and it hurt =( and then he called me fat! *pout* i know thats what you meant! you're a bum! we came home and did the usual stuff... then i think we spent a few hours trying on jeans that we dug out of our drawers hahaha... we ended up trading a pair that are exactly the same.. except mine shrunk a bit so they were a tiny bit short and pat's were too long for her... so we switched =) and i got a new pair of jeans on... friday i think it was... only $20! i should get some more! but i have a lot of jeans now! and then i was trying to figure out what i could wear with my pink shoes.. and i'm also trying to find more sophistimacated outfits so its not alwayz just tshirts and jeans.. although they're more sophistimicated outfits with jeans =) that was fun... i like dressing up =) and then.. pat started playing piano.. at like 12 at nite.. and then i started =) i'm SUPER rusty considering i haven't played in like.... over 5 years... i've forgotten a lot =) so pat made me practice stuff like scales which seem a lot more fun now =) except i can't get the fingering right when i play both hands together =) but i find playing the piano so much more fun now that i don't actually hafta take lessons =) i mean i hated my teacher and i hated practicing and everything =) but now that i don't have a teacher and i can play when i want and what i want... its more fun! so maybe i'll play more often =) i mean i DO have 3 weeks! =) so i got my book a few days ago.. my flight book =) its like.. a collection of comics done by... i dunno exactly.. i mean they're not exactly famous i don't think and some aren't that well known i guess? anywayz its like a bunch of comics done by really artsy people put together in a book =) and some of the comics are really cute and pretty funny and some of them.. a lot of them especially the cute and funny ones are really really.... nice. like they look so nice.. and artsy.. and i guess i like the way these people draw =) I WANNA BE LIKE THAT! but i need lotsa practice =) and looking at all their work.. makes me wanna draw again =) so i think i shall! i started drawing something a few weeks ago... but it looks a lil off.. and i sorta haven't touched it since then.. so maybe i'll finish it or maybe i'll just start something new and finish that later =) my weekend wasn't too bad... except for the occasionally getting mad at people for being naggy and getting mad at me for no reason.. and sometimes i think people pick fights with me on purpose... *shrug* whatever floats your boat! you'd think that the people you knew best would understand you the best... but thats wrong. and you think that the people you need to be there when you need them the most would be there... but they're not. and this sounded a lot less confusing in my head =) but whatever right? i'm learning to let go... so.. i'm letting go! plus i'm learning to play the piano again! whee! 0_o ( 2:20 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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