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Saturday, August 27, 2005 i'm so not chinese. i don't think i'm meant to be chinese =) there are so many things that chinese people do that embarass me SO much... sometimes i can seriously say i'm embarassed to be chinese. is that normal? to be chinese.. but so not chinese? haha.. guess not =) but i can't help it.. chinese people fit into all the categories that people put them in... it angers me sometimes =) like chinese malls! i HATE chinese malls.. they're crowded and people push and shove... today i got rammed into with a shopping cart! i went to kelsey's with esta, stella, tracy, pat and wendy and afterwards we went to t&t since it was right there to get candy and stuff... and first of all it was so freaking crowded.. this was at like 9:30 at nite... and it was still crowded... then when we were leaving there was like a major traffic jam at the exit cuz these people stopped right in front of the doors to look at something... i mean c'mon! why couldn't you move over to the side and look at the thing?? why did you hafta stop right in the MIDDLE of the exit so nobody could get around you?? and so there were people with shopping carts trying to get thru and MORE people just standing around.. ugggggggh... then when i was going thru this guy pushed me out of the way with his shopping cart! i got a lil mad and i squeezed thru and cut off another lady with a shopping cart.. but i didn't care.. stoobud people and their shoving and stopping in the middle of exits... *grumble grumble* and what is with chinese people being so loud?? thats another thing that bothers me a lot... like today when we were at kelseys one of the softball teams playing in the playoffs i guess came in.. and they were sooo loud and what i like to call typical chinese... yelling... loitering and stuff... it was a lil embarassing.. i just hope that when we went to restaurants after games we weren't like that... i'm feeling a lil anti chinese right now. i hate how chinese people are loud. i hate how chinese people loiter. i hate how chinese people are cheap. i hate chinese malls. i hate parking lots at chinese malls. and yes i know i shouldn't hate being chinese or chinese people or be ashamed of chinese people but sometimes (like today) i am. i don't hate them.. i just hate the things they do. and yeah i know i shouldn't generalize but its hard. maybe its just cuz i'm white washed... maybe i just don't understand why chinese people talk loud or loiter or whatever... but does it really matter? just as long as they stop... i don't care why they do it... by tomorrow i'll be back to normal... just a regular white washed chinese person... i think i just needed to rant... some of these things have bothered me for a looooong time.. i have a few more! but i think i'll stop here before i get in trouble or all worked up again =) just to be clear: i don't hate being chinese. there are some kool things like mooncakes! hehehe =) 0_o ( 11:36 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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