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Thursday, August 25, 2005 i don't get it. what is with moody people?? people say I'M moody.. at least i don't go into these major mood swings all of a sudden for no apparent reason. i mean if you don't wanna talk tell me you don't wanna talk. it would be SO much easier for the both of us if you just said that.. instead of having me desperately thinking of more things to say cuz you seem so bored with the conversation. i alwayz get the feeling i've said something wrong or did something wrong or i dunno.. did i say something wrong? did i really do something without noticing? sometimes i try to think back on the conversation or whatever.. and i really don't remember doing anything that might have caused the sudden one word answer or silent treatment. then it gets me mad... like i didn't do anything to deserve that... but i know i do it to people sometimes.. guess thats how it is to get it back. whats with people who make me seem stoobud? yes. i know i'm stoobud. but do you really need to tell the whole world just how stupid i am? like really... i don't understand why people feel the need to put me down everytime i do/don't do something. i don't tie a string back on a box... its cuz i dunno how. do you REALLY think i'm THAT stupid that i dunno how to tie a string on a box? apprently so because some people really seem to think i am that stupid. it just helps so much with the self confidence thing. makes me wonder if i really give off the impression that i'm stupid. oh well. 0_o ( 4:48 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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