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Sunday, June 12, 2005 allll by myself... i have a headache. *sigh!* today was an okie day.. well IS an okie day... not over yet! =) i went to church.. had lunch with my sister... came home... did some stuff with my mom... took a nap first cuz i was soooo tired... and then my parents left to go to some dinner thing... and my sister's at work so i'm home alone! i blasted some music.. but not very loud cuz i have a headache... no fun in blasting music when it hurts my head! =) oh and i did a few word searches hehe... watched some tv and now i'm blogging! i was gonna play some geetar.. maybe i will! or bead.. yeah maybe i'll do that! anywayz... today at church i noticed someone who i hadn't seen in a long time.. we never really talked... like ever haha... i'm not all that friendly with him... he's a snobby rich kid who thinks he's all high and mighty... but yeah i think he's been around for a few weeks but today i noticed that he was like all by himself... and a part of me sorta felt sorry for him... i mean he musta felt really left out or awkward after coming back from school and then having nobody talk to him... like i saw him when i was with pat waiting for our parents to come out from service and he was standing there by himself and nobody was talking to him... sorta just looking around and then i caught his eye.. and he went outside i guess so it wouldn't look like he was by himself.. but he was there for a while.. by himself... just on his phone... and even in service he sat by himself... it sorta made me feel bad but not bad enough to talk to him.. a part of me sorta... whats the word... felt not so bad (can't think of the word) i mean the whole time he's been here... which has been a very long time cuz he's been there as long as i can remmeber and for as long as i can remember he was a smart ass snobby kid who thought he was better than everyone else. he lived in a better neighbourhood. he was smarter. he went to a better school. he knew more than anyone else. he was never wrong. and i guess a part of me feels like he's getting what he deserves after walking over so many people but like i know i shouldn't feel that way... i'm so conflicted! =) ewww my blister-on-a-blister looks sorta gross... not as gross as the first blister but still who gets a blister on a blister? =) me! thats who! =) i guess this is why people wear gloves when they bat hehehe.... but batting was so much fun yesterday! too bad theres nobody to come bat with me! i feel sorta silly going to bat by myself =) a whole diamond just for meeeee.... but i need the fence so i won't hafta chase the ball so much =) we'll see! i think i'm home byself most of this week so i will find things to do like play geetar and bead and possibly some batting =) even better if i could find someone to play with me! hehehe i'm super duper full *urp* musta been all those mango gummies... 0_o ( 9:35 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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