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Saturday, March 19, 2005 have i mentioned i love bbc documentaries? =) i love bbc documentaries. i am such a geek... but they're sooo awesome! and sometimes... its about stuff i've learned in class! =) they're koooool =) i've been watching so much stuff this week.. aiy... need to get to work! work work work! this weekend will be spent in the library researching and at the slc.. oh yay! maybe i'll get more sugar.. but not so much this time... i will TRY not to crash =) the anth career nite thingy was interesting... they had different people who majored in anth come in.. talk about their jobs and stuff... but i still dunno what exactly i can do with anth... *sigh* what if i'm in the wrong program? what if i shouldn't even BE in anth at all? you'd think i'd know this by now... i alwayz imagined i'd get this awesome job... get to travel to places like africa or greece or china or SOMEWHERE... finding fossils or studying ancient ruins... but... i dunno... none of the people who came in to talk had jobs like that... they worked in government jobs... or as teachers.. or in museums... what if i'm screwing myself over? i still feel like i can't answer when people ask me what i can do with anth... and i need a summer job. i wanna go home this summer but i'm scared i won't be able to find a job and then i will be screwed... but i need to find a subletter for my place... which also brings me to another thing thats stressing me out... housing. you'd think i wouldn't hafta worry about this anymore... but i'm still waiting to sign the lease so i can live with leanne and juli next year... and i'm starting to get paranoid... they said the lease starts in may? or was it april? but i still haven't signed anything... i'm so scared something's gonna happen and i'm gonna be screwed and homeless next term... i wish life were so much more simpler (simpler? is that a word?) then i wouldn't hafta worry about anything or get stressed... *shudder* but that kinda reminds me of a messed up csi i saw today... this guy wanted to have a simple life again... so he was like... a middle aged BABY... diapers and everything... ewwww.. it was messed up... but csi.. its so good... csi makes me happy =) and paul... and house... and numbers.. and BBC DOCUMENTARIES! yay to paul for having so many =) 0_o ( 3:24 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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