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Thursday, January 27, 2005 geez i haven't been THAT depressing on my blog and msn have i? everyone seems to be asking me why i'm so depressing... i'm SORRY.. thats just how i am. sometimes i wonder if i'm bipolar.. i'm so freaking moody. one minute i'm happy the next i hate everyone.. what is wrong with me?? at least this week is finally starting to look better... work is... well work. at least i'm working with... more reliable people now. i still hate work tho. i'm still sick and i feel even worse than i did before... now i feel dizzy too... just like random sudden dizziness.. then it goes away... ha.. it would be funny if i passed out at work. i dunno what with me... i'm so moody and cranky and grumpy all the time... and mad... i get mad soooo easily about the littlest things and then i don't remember why i'm mad.. i'm just mad. and i alwayz take it out on the people who don't have anything to do with why i'm mad... mainly paul... sometimes my sister... i really don't mean to... half the time i don't even notice i'm doing that... *sigh* i need a break from school and work and everything... just need a week to sleep in and watch cartoons and csi and all the kool shows i've been missing and do fun things with paul and go visit kitties at the petstore and stuff... too bad reading week isn't here yet... I NEED A BREAK FROM YOU! stoobud work and school... *grumble grumble* i'm glad i get to sleep in tomorrow morning... now to sleep so i can finally catch up on my sleep... 0_o ( 1:47 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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