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Saturday, June 12, 2004 no home for me. gotta remember to ask people earlier! i'm stoobud. well at least i'm only working for 2 hours today... i hope it's not too busy... maybe i can leave early again! hrmmm.. haven't watched csi in a while.. maybe i'll watch some reruns tonite =) got gluttony cell tomorrow =) hehehe... must remember! gotta make sure i wake up for church too! gotta think of things to do tonite to keep myself busy! i wanna go to the bead store again sometime soon... i really hope pat can find my beads and glove for me! i need them! i didn't play softball this week.. i slept instead =) i was so tired! last week when i played we played against rahim! hehehe.. maybe that means i'll get to play against karim sometime too! unless of course that was this week... but i was so tired after softball last week... soooooo tired... need more girls on the team! i was the only girl playing.. and i had to run so much.. and as soon as i ran home i'd hafta go up to bat again! =) but softball is fun =) at least i'm doing something this summer! and tomorrow i get to go watch the ice hockey game... yay! it's fun.. but kinda cold =) hehehe... steve said it wasn't that cold! so last week i only wore like a tshirt or something.. but then again i'm stoobud =) so i was freezing =) this time i'll wear a hoodie and my vest and mittens... like when i watch them play hockey in the parking lot after ccf! =) it's kinda sad... its june and i'm still wearing mittens =) everyone is trying to convince me to play... we'll see we'll see! hehehe... i keep forgetting i said i was gonna learn to rollerblade while they play hockey... maybe i'll remmeber for next week! then i can rollerblade around.. hopefully i won't fall flat on my face or anything =) i kinda wanna go skating too =) hehehe... only cuz i haven't gone for so long and watching people skate makes me wanna skate! but i'd probably fall on my butt skating too =) maybe i should just stick to walking =) hehehe... i actually wanna do a lot of things.. but i feel kinda stoobud cuz i dunno how to do any of them... but then if i don't do them i'll never know how to do them but i don't wanna do them cuz i dunno how! hehehe.. make sense? i think i just need to get over this whole fear of looking stoobud. and being clingy. i didn't realize until this term how INCREDIBLY clingy i am! it's really kinda sad. like i knew i was clingy.. but i didn't know i was THAT clingy! i thought i was getting better at the not-being-so-clingy thing... i mean i did go to wcf by myself for a term.. and i did lotsa stuff by myself... and i met lotsa people... but i've become super clingy this term. i guess it's kinda cuz i don't know as many people this term... but it's not like i dunno anyone at all.. i DO know people... but... i dunno. i just know i gotta stop being so clingy before i get super annoying. unless i already have. 0_o ( 3:30 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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