on tuesday i hung out at erica's.. it's fun hanging out at her place! but it's fun hanging out here too! even tho she's never been here... no wait.. she was here yesterday to drop off my groceries... and she saw my place then =) come hang out here!!! it'll be fun! hehehe... so yeah.. we went out for sushi.. and then met up with sharon, amy and allison ( i think that was her name.. oops! forget...) to see the house again... and i dunno.. i think we have it.. but then erica said the lease is kinda iffy so i dunno whats going on... but yeah.. went to watch tv at erica's... and then we were kinda hanging out in her room talking to people on icq and stuff... and we were on SUCH a sugar high... and andy came over cuz he said he'd drive me home... even tho i said i could walk... hehehe.. and them all 3 of us were like laughing soooo hard about everything! hehehe.. waaaay too much sugar.. cuz me and erica went to sugar mountain after we had sushi... hehehe... mmm.. candy... i don't have anymore though... awwww... but after i got home i didn't feel so hyper anymore... and i was up really late cuz i was thinking.. and yesh.. as expected.. i cried... i'll be really really surprised if i last ONE WEEK without crying.. i do it almost everyday now it pisses me off...

i think i had something else to say... but i forget now... oh wait.. i think i kinda remember... i was talking to andy yesterday and he was saying how i was a really good listener... and i guess yeah... thats a good thing... but it never seemed all that important.. like such a little insignificant thing...but andy thinks its sooo important... so i guess i AM good at something... and at least there IS someone who finds that to be an important thing... and he dared me to learn to play guitar by myself too.. not just learn to play.. but get GOOD at it too... so i will =) andy says he thinks God made us friends so that he could dare me to do things i wouldn't normally do =) i'm glad.