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Saturday, January 18, 2003 i am extremely extremely stoobud... and not very logical either... yesterday i promised my roommates that i would go to louie's with them... a bar/club place.. whatever... i say club cuz theres dancing.. i don't dance.. BUT they say i never do anything with them so i was like FINE... i'll go once... so we had some drinks before we left... and i didn't even end up going... i wasn't feeling too good already.. like i was feeling kinda woozy and had a headache.. and for some STOOBUD reason.. i thought if i had a drink i'd feel better! nope! i made myself feel so incredibly gross... just one drink! and i didn't even finish it! i felt soooo gross... it made my head pound.. and i felt like i was gonna throw up for real.. and i was sooo sleepy... it wasn't even a really strong drink either.. it was just a mudslide.. and we mixed milk in it! so i could barely taste it! obviously drinking when i'm feeling bad doesn't make me feel any better! i think i spent a good 10 minutes in the washroom standing over the toilet cuz i felt like i was gonna puke.. i think i woulda felt better if i did puke... i haven't puked since like gr. 5 or something... hehehe.. ANYWAYZ! i totally passed out til my roommates came home at like 2 in the morning.. and by then i was feeling waaaaay better... i can't believe one drink made me feel that gross! last saturday i had 3 and i didn't feel nearly as bad as i did yesterday! sooo... since i didn't go this week.. i said i'd go to louie's next week.. no predrinking for me though... arghs.. why did i agree? i don't like louie's! dancing isn't my thing! i'm gonna be such a party pooper =) hehehe.. then maybe they won't force me to go with them again! hahaha... i seriously am starting to think there is something wrong with me... maybe not really anything WRONG with me.. but i'm just soo moody lately... and i have no patience.. and a short temper... and i'm just feeling so yucky.... maybe i'm getting sick so i feel gross.. but it doesn't really feel like that (i really wouldn't know though.. since i never get sick) but i dunno why i'm feeling like this!! arghs!! this is soo frustrating! i don't understand why i feel so... crappy! arghs times a gazillion! 0_o( 12:29 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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