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Monday, December 09, 2002 i think i'm going crazy... yesterday was one of THE most unproductive days ever... i hardly did any studying at all.. i spaced out sooo much yesterday... AND i went nuts... yep.. i went nuts. i got myself all pissed off... about something i don't even know happened... like i was so pissed i wanted to scream.. then i spent like 5 minutes just sitting under my desk of all places.. and then another 5 minutes on the floor.. i've really lost my mind this time! yesterday i went to church with andy cuz i slept over at his place... we thought we were gonna be late but we got there just on time! it was a joint service... i don't like joint services.. they're waaaay too confusing and kinda like... i dunno.. but i don't like. they had baptisms yesterday too... it was kinda funny cuz people were just in and out of the water so fast... and then there was no sunday school afterwads either... we went downstairs and then i was standing around with andy and we decided to go out to lunch but we wanted to see if anyone wanted to come with us so we like spun around in a circle but we didn't see anyone we knew hehehe... but we found someone to go with us later on! hehehe.. yep! so andy, tania and me went to angie's diner for lunch.. it was kinda kool... cuz we didn't know tania very well and she didn't know us either but we talked a lot... and then afterwards andy dropped us off so we could study and stuff... booo.. i wanted to go to sugar mountain to get candy but i lost when we played paper rock scissors =) booooo! but thats okie.. i still got my gummi bears... but they're almost done too... ahhh!!! i'm gonna run outta candy! plus i need to go to sugar mountain to get pat candy... and i gotta get her hoodie too! argh!! what am i gonna do? i'm running outta time! i gotta study for 2 exams.. and i still gotta write my essay and go do some christmas shopping! i hate this!!! this is why i'm going crazy! i was thinking about it and i figured... i don't really wanna go home so early =) like i wanna.. but i don't... cuz everyone else is still here for a while =) like nadine's here til i think the 18th or something.. and i think andy's here til like the 16th.. so i wanna stay one more weekend! =) hahaha... i say this now... but i know i really wanna go home.. i miss my kitties... but i guess i wouldn't mind staying for the weekend =) but i can't.. cuz i get kicked outta my room on thursday.. soooo since i'm here til friday i figured i'm gonna sleep on the couch since leanne & juli are still around... or i might see if i can sleep over at someone's house but i'll probably end up sleeping on the couch cuz i don't wanna bug anyone since they still have exams and all... cuz i'll wanna play all day long but they'll hafta study... and i'll make em wanna play with me so it'll be bad... i think i should stay here on the couch then =) i can catch up on tv and everything! yeah.. thats what i'll do.. im gonna try to finish off my essay wed nite so i can play around all of thursday and friday... hehehe... til my dad comes at least.. then i'll sleep in the car... and then come home.. play around some more.. i dunno what i'm gonna do during the holidays... 3 weeks... what am i gonna do? i bet by the second week i'll be bored already... and i'm pretty sure my parents won't really let me go out everyday... or talk on the phone really late so that cuts down on most of the things i do already... hmmmm.. oh well... i shouldn't really be thinking about this now.. i have exams to study for!! i have an exam tomorrow.. i don't even think i'm anywhere CLOSE to being ready... grrrrrrrrr..... 0_o ( 3:40 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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