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Wednesday, December 18, 2002 i hope that i don't spend all my holidays feeling pathetic.. that would kinda suck. i spent a really long time talking to jeannette... hehehe.. a long long time.. just on icq though... but yeah.. she's coming back tomorrow!! wohoo! we made plans to go out thursday hehehe... ooo.. gotta call up mel & winnie.. see if they can make it too... i really gotta stop thinking... not gonna think about anything at all... for the next 3 weeks i'm not gonna use my brain hehehe... nope.. just do whatever comes to mind and not think about anything... hahaha.. don't think that'll last very long... just can't stop thinking about everything.. and i think i was just a real *beep* on icq a little while ago to chris... well maybe he deserved it... well maybe not deserved it... but i was pretty harsh... and now i'm feeling bad... argh!! why am i feeling bad about being mean to him??? grrr... watch.. i'm gonna be a real moron and icq telling him i didn't mean any of that... grrrr i hate myself... i meant everything i said.. maybe i coulda said it a little nicer though.. but too late now... STOP THINKING! i wish there was something i could take that would just make me forget about everything thats on my mind... *sigh* if only it were that easy... 0_o ( 1:11 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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