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Thursday, November 14, 2002 so once again.. i'm taking a long "break" from studying.. i have a really short attention span! i can't sit still for more than an hour! hahaha... this week is so crazy.. i had a test wed... one tomorrow.. and i'm going home this weekend! PLUS i have a philosophy essay and economics test monday! but everyone knows when you go home you don't get work done!! arghness! so i'm bussing home tomorow... i'm gonna miss ccf...booo... i actually wanted to go! they're sharing testimonies this week.. and i wanna hear what other people's are like! plus andy's leading worship this week.. and they're actually gonna sing a whole bunch of songs! instead of like the 4 or 5 they usually do.. i find worship to be so short all the time... even in service! it's only like.. 3 songs.. i'm alwayz expecting more but thats it! hehehe... so yeah.. i gotta ask andy how it goes! andy is superdy duperdy kool... hehehe... i got his icq number from nadine yesterday and we were talking for a long time on icq hehehe.. about crazy stuff too.. like space women with blue hair hahaha... and yeah.. we're gonna get our ears pierced! hehehe... the top part... i'm scared!! but i wanna get it done hehehe... i know i'm sooo gonna cry... but andy said he wouldn't laugh cuz he'd cry too hahaha... i helped pick out songs for worship tomorrow! boo.. they're such good songs too.. and i won't be there! i started listing them on icq but then i ended up giving him my number so i could just say them hehehe... and that was like... 1ish? and we ended up talking til 5 in the morning! we talked about everything... which i think is so kool cuz i don't think i've ever talked that long on the phone =) and when i told andy that he said he was honoured hahahaha... but he's so kool! and so insightful and stuff... hehehe.. i told him to help me get over nathan... hehehe... and we talked about this girl that he was in love with... he seemed so sad sometimes.. and so many times i didn't know what to say to him... but i'm really glad we talked cuz it was kool.. and he was glad we talked too cuz he said he hadn't had a serious conversation in sooo long...and that i was a good talker and listener.... my turn to be honoured! hehehe... i just think it's so kool how he could open up to me when we didn't talk much before... we used to give each other funny looks and stuff and maybe some crazy talk but it was really kool how we talked for so long.. and i learned some stuff about him and he learned stuff about me... too bad he's graduating end of this year... one less person that i'll know... awww... but he said he'd write to me! hehehe... so at least we'll maybe? keep in touch =) he's really big brothery! makes me wish i had a big brother like him =) so yeah.. we talked til amost 5 in the morning.. and he had an 8:30 class the next day too! but i talked to him on icq today and he missed class... didn't wake up til 12 something hehehe.. and almost missed the deadline for a project that was due today! eek! hehehe... lucky for me it was my day off today cuz i so woulda missed all my classes! i can't even survive on 5 hours of sleep.. if i had an 8:30 class i woulda DIED! hehehe.. i'm not feeling so confused about stuff now... i had a really long talk with sheena and i figured that i would kinda start over again... clem said it was like being the clay that God squished and started over again (funny mental picture hehehe)... like look at sunday school, church and cell group in a different way.. so it wouldn't feel like a chore anymore... and i'm trying to do devos everyday too... i think it's helping... like the devos are really helping me... and today i noticed that sometimes my devos have kinda answered questions that i had before... like yesterday i was talking to andy about missions.. and then today my devos was about missions... its happened a couple times before... more than a coinsidence!! i didn't go to cell group today.. i haven't been in like 3 weeks i think... kinda bad... but i have so much work to do! it's not funny.. but i think i've kinda wasted some of my time... can't concentrate! ahh!! 0_o( 11:10 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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