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Tuesday, October 29, 2002 yeah i pretty much screwed myself over... i had a economics test... and i went in knowing absolutely nothing.. i dunno whats wrong with me.. why don't i care anymore? i should REALLY care about my marks... i'm paying for school now and i really cant afford to be doing badly! what is wrong with me????? and i have a delima? is that how you spell it? but yeah i have a problem.. i have cell group on thursday... but it's halloween and we get to go trick or treating on our floor... i need some candy.... so what do i choose? i know what i SHOULD choose though.. going to cell group... but i really want candy... i dunno... maybe i'll be able to figure out a way to do both! and invite ben from my floor to go with me to cell group... last week i was going to cell group and i bumped into him on the way... and he asked me where i was going and i told him cell group and he said he used to go to church too.. and he was telling me how he had a weird dream that was like about a monk and the cross and he felt like it was kinda like a sign that kinda freaked him out.. so i told him about cell group and he said he might come with me this week.. we'll see! i think it would be really kool if he came with me.. and it wouldn't be weird for him cuz he used to go to church.. so it's kool... i hope he'll go.. i think it would be kool.. then i'd have someone on my floor to talk to kinda =) but yeah... other than that i've had midterms everyday... and they suck.... and i think i'm screwing up major bad... and i dunno.. i've been having weird dreams too.. messed up ones.. but i don't remmeber anything really from them... and i daydream a lot for some reason... it's weird! so yeah.. today raelene moved out for real! all those rumours were true.. it's not too bad having an empty room... too bad we can't use it though.. erik locked it up cuz he said he'd get in trouble if he didn't... poo... i was hoping they'd leave it open so we could have people sleep over there... ah well.. he said we might get a new roommate this term... i don't really wanna... cuz i'll feel all weird all over again... but i have no choice so what can i do! so today me, leanne & juli decorated our door.. we are so gonna win that pizza party cuz ours is the most decorate in the whole west side! hehehe... me and leanne went up to the other floors to check out their decorations and there is no competition at all!! and the pumpkin carving contest is being judged wed. i think... so we hafta win that too.. hehehe.. we get $20!! hehehe... but yeah.. it's late... must sleep.. gonna call up jeannette tomorrow... we have so much to talk about... and i gotta study study study too! blech... 0_o ( 1:46 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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