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Saturday, October 12, 2002 cell group wasn't too bad... i didn't really talk to chris.. made it a point not to.. i talked to nathan though! =) but yeah i finally did talk to chris in the end... dunno.. felt kinda bad for ignoring him since he SAID he was sorry... i dunno though.. i don't think he really gets that i'm not interested in anything! argh!!! why are guys so dense??? grrr... so i dunno.. whatever! after cell group i went with nathan, chris and this other girl mary ann to go play pool.. it was fun! =) i got to be on nathan's team and we won cuz he's just sooo good at it! hehehe... andyeah... just lotsa little stuff... hehehe.. we did stupid things and like he helped me get some of my shots and he was cheering for me and we talked! and i'm glad... so now maybe we'll talk more often =) but yeah! i'm back home now! it took so long to get back.. like 2 and a half hours! sooo much traffic! i talked to melodie and winnie today! we're gonna go out tomorrow and like catch up and stuff...it's gonna be good! we have so much to say already... and i think me and mel are gonna be the ones who will be talking all nite long =) i went to genesis today.. it's different from kyrios and ccf too.. it's kinda more... adulty... like i think it's the university fellowship.. but it's not really like ccf... and it's not like kyrios... it's different.. but its okie.. i dunno how often i'll actually go though.. cuz i won't be coming back that often either... but it was okie.. i think i just need to kinda get used to it a little thats all.. andy was there too! i was kinda surprised.. cuz when he came in the door i couldn't tell it was him and then everyone was like oh it's andy! and i was like.. andy? oh it must be another one! and then he came and sat down and i was like no wait.. it is andy! wohoo! i know someone else here! hehehe... it was funny =) charles, andy and me were drawing pictures and doodling and we drew a whole food chain thing with a fish eating a worm and a bigger fish eating the small fish and a sea gull eating the big fish and a cat getting the sea gull and we gave them all names like i was the little fish and winnie was the worm hehehe... yeah so i kept myself amused for the rest of the nite =) and yesterday i was up til 2 in the morning talking to sheen aon icq.... we were having one of those serious conversations... i dunno.. i had a hard time seeing her point but i know what she meant and i knew she was really frustrated cuz she couldn't explain it to me but i'm really glad i got to talk to her... yeah... sheena's alwayz been there tot alk to and i'm really surprised that we still talk... we've known each other since grade 1! it just really amazes me that we still keep in touch and have no problem talking to each other... i'm really glad i know her.. and it's even better cuz sheena's a christian too.. so whenever i'm having like problems and i feel like i can't talk to anyone about them she's alwayz there to help me thru everything... like yesterday we were talking about how whenever really bad things happen it just makes it so much harder to believe there is a God especially if you're already struggling with that.. and even though she had a hard time explaining to me, i still understood what she was trying to say and i think i get it.. kinda.. but i still don't think it's fair... but i dunno. someday i guess i'll understand... but i'm glad we talked... i really needed to... hopefully this weekend i'll be able to find some time to do something with her... hmm.. gonna call her tomorrow morning to see.. hopefully we can meet up! i haven't seen her in a while! anywayz.. yeah.. i hafta wake up early tomorrow to go dim sum with my grandma.... nite nite! 0_o ( 12:15 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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