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Monday, September 02, 2002 sooo.... this is it... i'm leaving tomorrow... i'm so not ready.. so sad... i'm leaving everything... i cried today... tried so hard not to.. but i cried anywayz... kinda felt stupid afterwards... it was so hard not to cry! i was saying bye to winnie... and then i got all teary eyed.. and then i couldn't stop.. and i think she was gonna start too... and then wendy walked away cuz she couldn't look.. and then i got carol all teary eyed too.. it was kinda like a chain reaction... i'm gonna miss them! even though i'll be back next weekend... i couldn't help crying.... anytime anyone said anything to me that sounded like a goodbye i started crying...even when mike said i'd do fine in school i started crying.... so bad... i'm so scared.... i do't wanna go anymore... why did i wanna go outta town anywayz?? i was practically bawling today... even mrs. ng saw me... she kinda laughed which made me kinda feel even more stupid hehehe... but it's okie.. everything will be all good... i'll meet new people.. my roommates will be amazing and i won't get homesick... awww.. even just saying bye to people on icq is getting really really hard... starting to get a lump in my throat... 0_o ( 1:08 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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