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Thursday, July 25, 2002 i actually went out today! like for the first time the whole week! or at least it felt like it... i had a blast... laughed so much i cried... hahaha... i think i should go to sleep earlier or something... and not sleep in as late... cuz i'm having a really hard time falling alseep.. and i hate it! i like hear all these noises that freak me out.. and then my mind wanders to things i don't wanna think about... and i get all paranoid or whatever.. i daydream... but it's nite.. when i should be dreaming... I CAN'T SLEEP! it's driving me crazy! got softball practice tomorrow... hahaha... i wonder what they'll do if i don't bother to show up? hehehe... i wonder if jeannette remmebers she hasta drive me? hmmm... oh well.. if she forgets she forgets! argh... i'm supposed to go out with esther this week.. but it's not working out! something alwayz comes up or something... poo poo... she's gonna think i'm like avoiding her.... and we were supposed to go today! but i did something else instead... i hope she doesn't get mad at me! but it's esther.. i'm sure she'll be okie with it... wohoo! i actually found people to go with me to the zoo! i think i might go next week.. finally! off to the smelly zoo! hahaha... oh no! i've lost my list of funny stuff!!!! nooooooooo..... nothing for today then.... 0_o( 12:47 AM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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