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Thursday, July 25, 2002 grrr... everytime i have softball practice i come home PISSED off... i seriously hate softball now... i get to be anything... except for what i want... to play second base! do i really suck THAT much that i can't play second? then TELL ME! the only thing stopping me from quitting now is the fact that i paid $40 to play on this dumb team. i'm hating it. it's no fun... nothing about it is fun anymore... NOTHING. why do i even bother to go to practices? nothing to practice. grrr i'm so mad now... if i seriously sucked so much then i would understand... but i don't think i'm THAT bad... this is bugging me sooo much... after this weekend.. i'm not going to anymore saturday games... not worth it to miss work for this. i was actually having a good day today too... i have nooo clue why i thought going to practice would be just as fun... i must have gone temperarily insane (however you spell it) haha.. i actually thought that maybe i had a chance of playing second today... hahaha.. what was i thinking? the more practices and the more games i go to.. the more i start to think this is a waste of my time... but then i don't actually have anything else to do this summer... *sigh* nothing i can do about it.. i might as well just accept the fact that i'll be a catcher or rover for the rest of the season! i'll make it fun for myself... hmmm... i can get all high on sugar before the games so then i won't even notice i'm playing! hahaha... right. i'm never joining again. 0_o ( 11:14 PM ) ~ punchyfruit ~ |
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